I'm back

[Redneck4Life]

Even though I'm not a big contributor to the web site. Had a rough time since April. I was on vacation and partying with friends. I took some cbd gummies but found out they were synthetic. What happened to me I would never wish anything like that upon my worst enemy. 10 minute in I went into a bad trip shit running through my head missions threats against my family seeing shit that wasn't there hallucinations and paranoia people after me. Couldn't look at a phone computer or TV. Broke my phone. My life was flip from living the American dream to a nightmare. Admitted myself to hospital twice. No more pistol permit or purchasing weapons or ammo. Been living a nightmare for 6 months things have to change. You never know what you can get yourself into . Home grown pot alright synthetic shot is not. Having to see a shrink and put on medication for this shit to help me get back to myself. You never know what is out there. I'll be posting more that I'm back from the northern tier.

[Redneck4Life]

1 minute ago, Rusty said:

YIKES!!!  Glad you are on the mend Redneck!  

Thank you ain't looking for sympathy just want to get this stuff out there.

[Splitear]

Wow, what a crazy deal. Glad you’re on the upswing. 

[Otto]

Wow, you’ve been through hell it sounds like.  Hope you are still on the road to recovery and getting stronger every day. 

[mowin]

Hang in there. Sounds like you have excepted what happened and are doing your best to figure out what is next.  Good luck, hopefully the forum can help. 

[Redneck4Life]

3 minutes ago, Splitear said:

Wow, what a crazy deal. Glad you’re on the upswing. 

Thank you. Hopefully will be able to get out in woods this year

[Redneck4Life]

Just now, mowin said:

Hang in there. Sounds like you have excepted what happened and are doing your best to figure out what is next.  Good luck, hopefully the forum can help. 

Thank you took me awhile still dealing with stiff but trying to overcome it as best I can

[Redneck4Life]

2 minutes ago, Otto said:

Wow, you’ve been through hell it sounds like.  Hope you are still on the road to recovery and getting stronger every day. 

Thank you trying to get better everyday

[paula]

That sounds scary! Sorry you went through that, I can't imagine. I hope you continue to improve 

[Redneck4Life]

2 minutes ago, paula said:

That sounds scary! Sorry you went through that, I can't imagine. I hope you continue to improve 

Thank you

[Redneck4Life]

Been in and out of psychosis since April. Couldn't even enjoy my summer or do anything we had planned. Things are turning around. I'm ready to get over this and move on if I can. Somethings felt so real. See is believing and it really messed me up. Time to move on from this nightmare with support 

[nywaw]

Holy crap man that's terrible!  Wishing you the best and glad you're on a better track now!  Hang in there!

[Redneck4Life]

3 minutes ago, nywaw said:

Holy crap man that's terrible!  Wishing you the best and glad you're on a better track now!  Hang in there!

Thank you 

[broomeguy]

Dang! Thank you for educating us! Hope you get back to normal. 

[Redneck4Life]

2 minutes ago, broomeguy said:

Dang! Thank you for educating us! Hope you get back to normal. 

Thank you. Never dabbled in that stuff b4 but my buddy said it would make me feel good. I deal with combat ptsd. Cbd was supposed to be good for ptsd. Not me is for sure.